What can i say, Victor. You had 5 five horribels relations. And you have 2 variant just now:
1. try again next relationship
2. in your live was 5 five horribels relations in generally & thats all
Only you can choose. I prefer moving on 😊

P.S. At my exjob was a popular one black joke
bad - it's when packed you in a plastic not transparent black bag
very bad - it's when packed you in a plastic not transparent black bag by parts
everything else in this life - just perfect