Dear Julia,

You contradict your self! And besides that, why would you, if lets say didn't work out, go back home unhappy!! You have had a nice holiday.. Ooooo, i know why... Be cause you take virtual to seriously and if you do go to man, you would expect to be done deal! No my darling..learn that virtual is ONLY virtual.. No guaranties!
You have to invest in your future, not expect to be just given to you...
This is like business.. If you want to start the business, are there any guaranties that it will work? Who will give you money to start? Relationship is the same.. Just is not all about money.. Its about the willingness to invest into relationship.. If you are not willing to even spend those 500 euros to give a chance to your happiness, how do you expect to find it then? Think about it.. 😊