Thank you, Lana! I thought the same when firstly stayed without all my stuff and then began to live here. The life of my Mom and my great grandma were not easy than my life. Maybe God actually wanted to teach us to live, to adapt to this world, to this life, to any conditions. I many think about it. I saw how people, who I respected and appreciated, died or were killed and thought: why they? Why not me? My purpose done: my children have good life abroad. What more?
I am not happy that it happens with me. I am waiting something bad all the time. It is very hard to live without any certainty in future