Hello Nataliya ,

It is sad , that everything , went up in smoke.There is a very old ballad , it is titled " Smoke gets in your eyes " , originally performed by the American soul group the Platters.And you know , what will happen , when smoke gets in your eyes.Yes , there will be tears.I believe that this song , is appropriate for your situation now.
One thing , I cannot understand.Is it possible , to fall in love , with a person , only from a photo ??Or was it just your dream , of happiness and a lovely future , that made you think , that you were in love ??
I am convinced , that women from Russia and the CIS countries , are very romantic , and they all want and dream of a happy marriage and future.I hope for you Nataliya , that you can leave this quickly behind you.And seek for another partner.
It will be a good idea , to be a little more cautious , and don`t believe everything , that a person tells you.

I wish you much luck in your search

Eric