You didn't offend anyone (unlike me, I tend to do that, but then - I'm famous for it).

It's certainly not your fault that this Praskovya didn't understand your post or can't handle numbers. (It explains many of her other posts and comments though).

As for your post:

The only line that I find worrysome is your "wish to fix any wrong ... to be together in all things and ... give 100%.

Do you seriously and in all earnesty still intend to run after her?

To me this sounds like 1st class masochism. Your intention would be like flogging a dead horse.

There are women who'd be queuing from Kamtchatka to Moskva and who would walk from Siberia to St. Pete to be with a guy like you!

"A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush."

Dedicate your precious time to those who willingly share theirs with you. Reply to who care and discard those who are ignorant, arrogant and full of spite.

Your attitude to others is "too perfect" - be a bit - just a bit! - more appreciative of yourself, and you surely get there: when you notice that women don't reply, don't write messages of their own accord, only respond with one-liners, smilies or read messages, but don't respond, then comfortably let them go.

"You don't know what you've got until it's gone" a famous saying goes. Let them decide, if their life is better with you in it or not. You're certainly not the only one who loses and unless you've been masterfully fooling all of us (which I seriously doubt!), you're the kind of man any woman should, cherish, value and hold in the highest esteem. You're ready to receive a princess and treat her like a queen. Very well! Then let her treat you also as a king (and not a cheap pawn).

And thus I rest my case,

All the best to you for you really deserve it!